I am so deeply sorry for the immense pain you’re experiencing. Losing a child is an unimaginable heartbreak, and five years later, the ache of that loss is still raw.

I am so deeply sorry for the immense pain you’re experiencing. Losing a child is an unimaginable heartbreak, and five years later, the ache of that loss is still raw. Your love for Skylar shines through every word you’ve shared, and it’s clear how much of an impact he had on your life, as well as the lives of your daughters.

Grief is so personal, and there’s no “right” way to cope, but holding onto the beautiful memories of your son, like sending balloons to him on his day, is a powerful way to keep his spirit alive in your heart. It’s also okay to not be okay, and to feel the pain as deeply as you do. It sounds like you’re doing everything you can to stay strong, for your family, while allowing yourself the space to grieve. Your love for Skylar and the way you continue to honor him is incredibly moving.

I can’t even imagine how difficult it must be to hear Serenity cry for him, and I hope she finds comfort in the love you’re offering her, even as you both mourn. Know that you’re not alone, even in the moments when it feels like the world is too heavy. Sending my thoughts and prayers to you, your daughters, and your whole family. I hope you can feel the support from those who care, even if words don’t feel like enough.

Take your time, take care of your heart, and if there’s anything you need to talk through or express, I’m here for you. Skylar’s love will never leave you.